NEVER TRUST NO MAN

by KIYAH JONES
(ASBURY Park , new jersey , us)

HELLO EVERYONE MY NAME IS KIYAH, IM FROM ASBURY PARK NEW JERSEY, BORN AND RISED ALL MY LIFE. I WAS 13 WHEN I STARTED BEIN ACTIVE, Y I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!. I FALL IN LOVE WITH THIS MAN NAME LONNIE.I WAS TALKIN TO HIM FOR 4 YEARS AND AFTER 3 YEARS I FOUND OUT HE HAD A GIRLS AND IT WAS TO LATE TO TAKE BACK WHAT I DID BUT I WASNT IN THE WRONG HE WAS. ONE DAY IM IN SCHOOL AND THIS GIRL CUM UP TO ME AND ASKS ME WAS I TALKIN TO HER MAN, I SEEN THIS GIRL BEFORE BUT DONT KNOW HER BUT HEARD OF HER. ANYWAYS I SAID WHO UR MAN SHE SAID L I SAID I DONT KNOW L, SHE SAID LONNIE I SAID YEA I KNOWN HIM Y , SHE SAID R U TALKIN TO HIM, I SAID YEA AND FUCKING HIM 2 , WHEN U LOOKIN FOR HIM EVERY FRIDAY TO SUNDAY HE'S WITH ME.


I DIDNT MEAN TO GET HER UPSET OR ANYTHING BUT SHE CAME TO ME ALL GETTO AND LOUD AND HER FRIEND IN THE BACK POPIN SHIT. SHE SAID IM BOUT TO CALL HIM AND TELL HIM OFF, AND I TOLD HER IM NOT IN THE WRONG UR MAN IS. ANYWAYS A FEW MONTHS GO BYE I WAS STILL TALKIN TO HIM. SO ONE DAY HE CAME OVER MY HOUSE, MY GRANDMOTHER WAS AT WORK , AND MY SISTER WAS AT SCHOOL AND I TOLD HIM THAT WE NEED TO TALK AND HE SAID BOUT WHAT AND I TOLD HIM I WAS 5 MONTHS PREGNANT AND HE WAS LIKE I GOT MY GIRL PREGNANT 2. AND SHE WAS GOIN ON 6 MONTHS I SAID TO HIM WHAT DO U WANT ME TO DO.

HE SAID U STILL IN UR GRANDMOTHER HOUSE AND U YOUNG IS HELL.SO WHAT U THINK AND I SAID U WANT ME TO KILL MY UNBORN BABY HE SAID THINK THIS PLACE UP IN ENGLEWOOD THAT WOOD TAKE U, U NOT THAT FEAR ALONG, I WAS LIKE YEA OK, MIND U IM 16 AT THE TIME AND I DIDNT TELL MY GRANDMOTHER. THE ONLY ONE THAT NEW WAS MY SISTER AND MY NEXT DOOR NEIGHBOR SHE WAS COOL IS HELL HER NAME WAS CAMILLE, I CAN TALK TO HER BOUT ANY THING .IT WAS APRIL 29,2002 I WANT TO ENGLEWOOD TO GET THE ABORTION, THEY GAVE ME FOUR LITTLE WHITE PILL AND 2 TEASPOON OF WATER,THEY BUT A IV IN MY RIGHT HAND AND NEXT I WAS ON THIS TABLE WITH MY LEGS IN THE AIR AFTER THAT I DONT KNOWN.

WHEN I WAKE UP I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN , CAMILLE WAS WITH ME THE WHOLE TIME AND I LOVE HER FOR THAT, AFTER WE WAS ON OUR WAY HOME ON THE TRAIN AND ME AND HER(CAMILLE) WAS TALKIN AND SHE SAID KIYAH U A FOUL IF U GO BACK TO HIM, HE'S NOT A MAN, IF HE WAS HE WOULD BE HERE WITH U RIGHT NOW NOT ME AND I STARTED TO CRY AND I SAID TO HER U R SO RIGHT, AND I WAS TELL HER I DONT THINK HE LOVE ME, AND SHE SAID HE ONLY LOVE THE THINGS U GIVIN TO HIM THAT ALL AND SHE GAVE ME A HUGE AND SAID EVERYTHING IS GOIN TO BE OK, JUSY PRAY ON IT AND TELL GOD YOU SORRY FOR WHAT U JUST AND ASKS HIM 4 FORGIVENESS AND 2 WEEK LATER FROM ALL THAT MESS HE CALL ME AND ASKED ME DID I GET IT DONE AND I TOLD HIM YEA , AND HE CAME OUT HIS MOUTH AND SAID CAUSE IF U DIDNT I DONT KNOWN HOW TO HELL ME GIRLS, AND I TOLD HIM TO BE WITH HER CAUSE IM GOOD.I WAS SO UPSET WITH ALL THIS.

AND AFTER THAT I CHANGE MY #. A FEW YEARS GO BYE AND I WAS WORKIN AT MCDONALD'S AND I WAS WORKIN THE DRIVE THUR, AND I MEET THIS DUDE , HE WAS OK LOOKIN AND HE WAS TOO FLASHY, CHAIN, WATCH,AND A RING ON HIS FINGER AND HE HAD A LOT OF MONEY ON HIS LAP AND HE GAVE ME HIS # AND ASK ME WHAT TIME I GET OFF SO WE CAN TALK MORE AND I TOLD HIM 730, SO I GAVE HIM HIS FOOD AND HE DROVE OFF. NOW AT 730 HE'S OUTSIDE WAIT FOR ME HE ASKED ME DID I NEED A RIDE HOME I SAID NO I CAN WALK. ANYWAYS A MONTH OR 2 GO'S BYE I STILL TALKIN TO THE MAN, O HIS NAME WAS(SHALABY)BUT HIS FRIENDS CALLED HIM FATHER. NOW I CATCHING FEELING 4 THIS MAN, I MEET IS MOTHER AND STEPFATHER THEY WAS VERY NICE. WHEN I SAY THIS MAN BROUGT ME EVERYTHING I WANT EVERYTHING.

NOW 2 HALF YEAR IN THE RELATIONSHIP SHIT GET BAD I DONT KNOWN THIS MAN WAS ABUSIVE AND CONTROLLING. NOW I SCARED I HAVE TO GET OUT OF THIE RELATIONSHIP OR IM GOIN TO END UP DEAD.3 WEEKS LATER I WANT TO THE DOCTORS FOR A CHECK UP AND I WAS PREGNANT AGAIN. NOW IN 18 NOW IM SICK IS HELL I GO'S TO THE ER CAUSE I WAS IN SO MUCH PAIN AND THEY TOLD ME I WAS HAVE TWINS AND I SAID TO THE DOCTER NO THATS ONE BABY, HE SAID NO CONGRATS IT TWINS I JUST STARTED CRY I THOUGHT HE WAS LIEING.

I WANT HOME AND TOLD HIM THAT WE WAS HAVE TWINS AND HE BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME AND TOLD ME THEY NOT HIS BABYS AND IM BACK IN THE ER WITH BRUSES ON MY FACE, ARMS, LEGS, AND STOMACH THE DOCTER WROTE IN MY PAPER WORK DES VIOLENT AND MY DUM ASS WHEN BACK TO HIM BUT OUT OF ALL THAT I GAVE BIRTH TO 2 HEALTH BABY GIRL , I THING IM JUST TO NICE TO MEN, WHEN THE GIRLS WAS 2 WEEKS OLD HE WANT OUT ONE NITE AND I WAS THINKING TO MYSELF NOW IT'S THE TIME TO BACK ALL MY SHIT AND LEAVE AND DONT LOOK BACK AND I DIDNT.

MY GIRLS ARE 5 NOW. I DIDN'T KNOW THAT THIS MAN WAS SO VIOLENT IF I KNOW THAT LONGTIME AGO I WOULD HAVE LEAVE HIM AT MC DONALD I TRYIN TO GET A MESSAGE OUT THERE TO YOUNG GIRLS ALL OVER THE WORLD NEVER, NEVER,NEVER TRUST NOMAN I WANT TO ASBURY HIGH SCHOOL, NEPTUNE HIGH, SOME HIGH SCHOOL IN FREEHOLD, TALKIN TO THE YOUNG GIRLS BOUT ABUSIVE&CONTROLLING RELATIONSHIP, AND VIOLENT IF U COULD LEAVE , LEAVE THANK U FOR READIN HALF OF MY LIFE STORY PART 2

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