WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE PEOPLE THAT IS SUPPOSED TO BE HELPING MOTHER'S IN NEED!!!

by SHONTE TAYLOR
(NORFOLK,VA,USA)

IM A SINGLE MOTHER OF 3 CHILDREN, 2 OF MY CHILDREN HAVE THE SAME DEADBEAT FATHER AND THE LAST HAS ANOTHER DEADBEAT SORRY EXCUSE FOR A FATHER. WELL MY FIRST TWO FATHER WAS VERY ABUSIVE MENTALLY, PHYSICALLY, VERBALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY, SO WHILE I WERE PREGNANT WITH MY FIRST SON HE DAMN NEAR KILLED ME AND MY CHILD BEATING ME AND WHATEVER HE WANTED TO DO, I COULDNT LEAVE HIM BC IF I DID HE THREATNED TO KILL MANY OF TIMES AND I WERE VERY AFRAID SEEING AS THOUGH THE BACKGROUND THAT I CAME FROM NOT HAVING EITHER ONE OF MY PARENTS AND HAVING MY GREAT-GRANDPARENTS WHO ARE VERY DEAR TO ME TO TAKE ME IN AND RAISE ME, SO THE LOVE I WAS MISSING I THOUGHT I FOUNDED IN HIM IN WHICH WE WERE TOGETHER SINCE I WERE 13.

THE FIRST FEW YEARS WERE GREAT BUT I GUESS WHEN I GOT OLDER AND GOT PREGNANT HE DIDNT WANT ANYTHING ELSE TO DO WITH ME WHICH WAS FINE SO I ENDED UP HAVING ANOTHER CHILD AND HE STILL WAS TRYING TO CONTROL MY LIFE SO I MOVED THE FIRST CHANCE I GOT AND I ALREADY HAD HIM CHILD SUPPORT FOR MY FIRST AND THATS WHEN HE REALLY GOT ANGRY AND MOVED TO THE NXT FEMALE AND THEN ALL THE THINGS HE WERE DOING FOR MY SON STOPPED SO I PUT HIM ON CHILD SUPPORT AND WHEN I MOVED TO ANOTHER STATE I STARTED RCVNG WELFARE FOR MY SECOND AND THEY OPENED A CASE THROUGH OCSE AND ITS BEEN FOUR YRS SINCE I EVEN GOT A PATERNITY TEST AND THEN THEY CLOSED MY CASE BC I STOPPED GETTING THE BENEFITS AND WHEN I CALL THEIR FATHER TO HELP ALL I GET IS LIES OR I SHOULDNT HAVE NEVER PUT HIM ON CHILD SUPPORT.

IM SURE EVERYONE ON HERE HAS BEEN THROUGH THAT THEN MY THIRD SON'S FATHER IS IN THE MILITARY AND BC I WERE MAKING MORE MONEY THAN HE WAS WORKING ALOT OF OT TO MAKE ENDS MEET VA SAYS THAT HE HAS TO ONLY PAY 38.54 WEEK IMAGINE THAT SHIT AND THEN HAVING TO BE FORCED TO ALREADY TAKE CARE OF 2 OTHERS WITH ONE CHECK AND SINCE THERE'S BEEN A RECESSION AND PEOPLE BEING LAID OFF AND I HAPPEN TO BE ONE OF THEM IM GETTING PAID MIN. WAGE NOW WORKING 15 HOURS A WEEK AND NEAR HOMELESSNESS AND I CANT GET HELP FROM THE FATHER'S OR THE FUCKING STATE AND IM VERY FRUSTRATED BUT THE STATE WILL GIVE MONEY AND GRANTS AND CHILDCARE TO THESE SORRY ASS FEMALES THATS SITTING HOME WAITING ON A FUCKING CHECK VS.

SOMEONE THATS BUSTING THEIR ASS AND REALLY ARE TRYING TO MAKE IT THROUGH THIS SHIT THAT BUSH FUCKED UP AND THAT OBAMA CLAIM THAT HE'S TRYING TO FIX. O AND I WROTE A LETTER TO HIS ASS TO AND STILL HAVENT GOTTEN A RESPONSE!!!!!!