William Dillinger and Child Support

I am a father and owe back child support and have paid it many times before withiut arrearages. I regret being behind and am at a loss of what to do: although I don't want to sit and do nothing!! I want to pay child support for my Son..here are my circumstances of which I feel no one really cares or might help!! I had an accident 3 years ago as a Coke machine fell on me. At the time of my accident i had full custody of my Son and was not paid child support from his mother, instead I got $105.00 a month that came from social security in lieu of support off his mom's social security.

After my accident my son had to go live with his mom and she was awarded 176.00 a month(seems like a small amount but not when there is no income, not sure what I would hhave done if not for girlfriend helping. She only got this money as a result of her having an uncurable disease from sleeping with the wrong guy!! My son is lucky to be alive!! As a result of my accident I lost my job as the positin I held had to be filled as it was a critical position as a Fixed Assets Coordinator for ntelos. I got recieved long term disability for short time and now there is no income!! I had my left hip totaly replaced on August 12, 2008 and just recently had my right hip replaced on August 5th, 2009..two in one year.

I will have my right knee replced next summer and the doctor is now starting to work on my back as I have 8 bulging disc and two heriated disc. I just recently starting getting LTD from and I sent 100.00 a week ago to show an effort and because I dont want him to do without..I was sent a text message from her and told that if I so much as get pulled over I will go to jail for comtempt. I fear jail as I have to see my doctors and have emense trouble just walking!! I only want to straighten this out because I have been a good Father to my son and always will be!! I have filed for social security and finally have a hearing coming up and he will get 450.00 a month plus back pay. If I am locked up everyone will lose..social security will close my case, he wont get any money at because my LTD will be stopped as it pends on me getting SS and when I do I have to pay all of the all of the LTD back period. this isnt clear money.

I have been through every emotionand have been harassed perfusiuosly by his mom and she had LOL to say at the end of her text about me going to jail. I understand that he needs support but I cant support myself right now! Barely Hanging on..if she would work together instead allowing anger to control her actions. I have been still and quite too long..this truly a case of unfairness..I am trying the best I can..please help..I am 10 months behind at 176.00. HELP